I recently retuned to the Virtual World, thinking it might help with my depression and loneliness, but what I soon discovered is that it no longer does. It no longer works for me.
What do you do when all the old stuff you used to do to feel good or have fun no longer works?
That's the question I'm pondering now.
I can't help but wonder if this is why so many elderly people become imbittered and angry. I don't want to end-up like that. And while my creative work in the studio is fun on some levels - it's also a form of work. I'm producing something. A product. And with that comes the stress of making sure things are right and done correctly, etc. etc.
I just want to have some mindless fun. I want to laugh out loud again. I want that dopamine rush you get when you're in that fun zone - happily engaged in play with no end results required - just play.
Well, I'll keep looking. They say when one door closes another one opens, so I think I just need to find that next open door.
Until next time ... Here's Fun with 'Carry On' -